fight for perfection.......

可惜

現階段我的人生

沒有一個角色做得好.......

Fight for perfection.............

the feeling i used like to embrace now makes me suffocate......

when the time i smelt it i should have stopped

here it comes again

confidence

sense of security

self protection.......

Reviewed my xanga

time goes so fast

a lot of feelings

thinking of how i fell down and how i got up

also realized something i havent changed much

the way some of the frdships built up....

sometimes the capture of memory is more important than wt happened

sometimes enjoying the moment is more important than the future

on the other hand better memory maybe is the process of fighting for a better future

so we enjoy the moment of fighting for a better future

and so we continue to struggle for a better life

so we have hope

so we enjoy life

so we desperately need a goal

for a better future, better memory and also a better moment of enjoyment

for those without a goal and without hope

exploring the beautifully world can be a choice

Applying for the exchange programme to french

but the university is so much disappointing me

their stuff are so much lacking in organization and practicality

how come they have no address (i have searched for it by their searching engine) on their university website

cant find a formal english name for the university in the english version of the website

requiring a signature on a online application form....

inconsistent information about the course offered and the course selecction

unclear course system

....etc

the administration and information are in a mess

i cant imagine

french, self centred, conceited and inability of administration(at least that s wt apparant to me)

i wanna simply say shitty stupid......

truely in anger